why must it be you...

i lost it, all of it.

now, i have to get hold of myself, myself.

i can't depend on you anymore to put me back to myself.

i just can't get use to it, without you.

surprisingly, the first person i think of is not him, but you.

maybe because you are the one who helped me out of this mess and let me find myself back again.

maybe because you were the one who stopped my tears when they gets out of control.

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the only good news is, at least now i know you are happy, okay and healthy (:

you taught me how to love and i will never forget you .

i will get hold of myself, bit by bit.