Date : Thursday, August 6, 2009
Time : 9:22 PM
Title : for my loved ones.

enterprise for today.
as usual, naggy faci.
idk why, he keep thinking that his jokes are funny & keep on cracking jokes.
was not listening to him, watching anime all day.
ANIME ROCKS! ;D
but i was relieved that he only took 25 mins for 6p today,
which is better than a 55mins last week. -sigh-
torturing to the ears!

sometimes, i feel stucked in between.
as in, i just wanted my loved ones ard me to stay happy.
as in, pls understand that i did things for a reason.
sometimes, i feel like voicing out.
but i don't want to create any tension between us.

but it seems that, the more i treasure someone,
that someone will start to drift away from me in the end.
i wanted to get things clear,
i believe it's not you.
i wanted to believe you.
i know you are saddened by somethings that i did.
but i did that for a reason, you see.
i wanted to clarify with you,
but it seems that,
you are much more happier w/o me, i guess.